Disease ( 5)

The next day two policemen took me away from home, my mom stared at the door. I think I shall never forget when her eyes, shocked, suspicion, disappointment, anger, sad ... ... all kinds of mixed emotions, like a knife with my heart.
rack of lean pork and gum look at me, while BS-ing they informed me that everyone present that night proved to be provoking a fight because we take the initiative, had provoked the dispute, but have not yet passed through his hands from start to finish Cobra , but tried and tried to mediate. Who would have suspected that a high academic wit and mind easily heat several complaints of basketball players do, let alone speak with one voice?
results are subjected to chewing gum staying in view, a large rack of lean pork were registered before. I asked, me? Rack of lean pork shook his head and said, I'm not sure.
so I came back a week later from the police station. I know I have to be removed from the school. Chewing gum, we are afraid to tell you ... ... So ... ... fuck!
I smiled and said, I had guessed.

rain seems particularly this fall, autumn weather in previous years, the South seems to have become history, as I became a student of history the same.
successive days of rain, rain, mud everywhere make the playground. Empty venue, one person can not, only I hold the ball sitting on the center.
I said to the tree, not the tree; on the grass said, do not, grass; patted the hands of the ball said, do not, basketball; on the high ball box that says, do not, playground; deep absorption a mix of earthy, said the air after the rain, not the campus ... ...
unconsciously long dark days, I look up at your window, the curtains half open, and faint with a layer of light shone through.
you there? What are you doing now? Went to library study hall is not it? Will continue from this by the playground before the trail leads through the dormitory? Cobra is still around with you?
I looked at his watch, has been half past nine, the usual you should have come back. However, the small road is still quiet, only a puddle of water in the Wang shaking down both sides of the street lamps cast light.
is to eventually have woken from a dream, I think my dream is to wake up time.
what I dream ... ... I want what is it? I'm holding on.
I want really very simple. Just want you happy, be able to look at you journeying around you giggle, because you see me look stupid and more stupid fun; just want you in anger when the force on the hammer blow on my chest, and then hold back the pain, though a bit ugly to you showing very sincere smile, and said: come blow; just want when you are sad, patting your shoulder you lean on me very much love to cry, with your also wet with tears my heart; just want to you get lost, just hold your hand to tell you, no matter when and no matter where, I will always just hold your hand tightly, so you can smoothly taken the each step; just you alone, I will quietly stand by your window, and let you know this world you will never be a man ... ... ... ... just want I just want to love a person can be suitably , is a good person love.

But since it is a dream, it is still suitable to stay in my heart, do not say it's good. Perhaps the only way it was always for the future. What do you think?
from your window I found I was so far away, farther and farther, farther and farther ... ...

do not know when, I quietly climbed the roof. I was standing twenty-four-story academic building that big roof edge, overlooking the whole school.
each revealing a bright window has a youthful life, and one of their own and only they moved the story. I cross before half-step, so that one foot hanging Dangzhao, feeling his heart tight, listening to the wind howls from the ears, behold, a flying attitude.
I suddenly all the strength, his back shouting.
I love you!
I - love - you!
I remember a long time did not see that there have been stars that shine, and it seems so long ago childhood memories, but I just looked up, actually he has seen.
my ear suddenly sounded that song: I Monazhongming it! Wheel will not turn me ... ...

while I count the stars, while trying to find the one that most bright. Mother has laid out the dishes on the table, she said, get up to eat.
I said Mom, I lost my appetite, I'm not hungry.
mother sat down the bed, stroked my forehead and gently said, who will not get sick? But the disease is always good, people can not lay a lifetime. My little fool, you stand up for me!
I said, Mom ... ...
tears down the cheeks down slowly, unconsciously wet a large towel.